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Aug. 27th, 2009 @ 12:27 am
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A chapter ended in my life recently, I think things are finally through with kirsten and me, I know some of you might think it's about time. I'm not as upset about it as I thought I'd be, I think I dragged it out longer than it should have gone. I was looking forward to a future with her, but was quite hesitant, mostly because she would have wanted me to move to vermont. Most of my life is here in ohio, and I couldn't imagine leaving it all. Some of the things she said recently really turned me off, nothing serious or wrong, just...seems like she wasn't who I thought she'd turned into through the past year.
I need to get some things straight on my own end and start living my life, instead of being in this cloudy indecisive mode I've been in lately. Got a job hopefully lined up with....geek squad lulz, 2nd interview coming up next week. I'll be snazzy in a tie stealing people's money with overpriced services. 100 bucks to back up 9 gigs of data, gooooo them. |
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Just got back from japan, had a crazy time. I'm too tired to post epic'ly about it so I'll post later with pictures and crap once I upload them and what not. Wayyy too expensive and way too addicting out there, kinda scary...but all in all I had a great time.
R.I.P. ganondwarf =\ |
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Jun. 26th, 2008 @ 09:15 pm
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I'd just like to make a note that Xenogears is probably the best game I've played, ever. At least story-wise. I now know what all the hype was about. |
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Jun. 14th, 2008 @ 08:59 pm
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As I question what exactly I want to do with my life, I keep finding myself looking back at all of the good times that have been had in my college experience thus far. I know once I'm out of college things will dramatically change, and I want to look ahead and prepare, but keep coming up short. I really don't have a lot to look forward to, I used to put so much emphasis on my friendships, and I still do...but I also keep finding myself unwilling to go and hang out with people very often. I think I'm getting too accustomed to being alone, and it's having negative effects on my personality. Either I'm clinically depressed and need some zanex or something, or I really need something to look forward to and to strive for.
I'm looking for things to waste my time just so I can get through this last year of college with the least amount of boredom. May not be the best thing to do, but in my current state it's how I seem to be getting by. I want something to inspire me, to drive me to make something of myself...instead of getting joy out of leveling up in various video games..heh
Useless post is useless, but I thought I should start posting more, maybe it would straighten some things out in time...*shrug* |
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Nov. 3rd, 2007 @ 01:06 am
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The past few days have been a nightmare. Everything that I felt content with in my life is just going to shit. My father is making me feel guilty with wasting so much time in college. I started having problems with my car, and he bitches at me more. I came 3 days away from being evicted from my apartment because I had a late check, and I'm still hearing shit from him about it. I'm in debt for the first time in my life, because I splurged and took a trip to new york when I couldn't afford it. Just so a week later kirsten can decide to want to date other people. She tells me then a week after that that she doesn't want anyone else, and wants to stick it out with me through these two years she's going to be away. Then eventually she tells me she's been cheating on me after "getting back together" with me.
I didn't think I took it that hard, until she called me a couple days after telling me that. I couldn't say anything to her, and it just killed me. So now I'm sitting here wondering where to go with my life, and not being able to think of anything. The past three days have been nothing but sleeping->waking up going to work-> class->coming back to my room and sleeping. I don't have the urge to play any games to pass the time, it's almost like there's nothing to wait for, so i just sleep.
So sorry to any of my friends if I change or just spend too much time in my room, I'm sure I'll get over it. I just need some time to focus on what the fuck I want to do with my life, and get it sorted out. Anyway, I think I'm going to go back to sleep..I've always wanted to dream. |
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Hi, I still exist on here. :D
Jun. 7th, 2007 @ 11:11 pm
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Had a blast at ohayocon. It was good hanging out with a bunch of friends right near the end of break. My friend kat came out from california just to go and I wouldn't have changed a thing about this weekend. I was sort of thinking it might have been awkward after the first 'how are things going' conversation, but it really wasn't.
I take it back, I would have changed something about the weekend. All of the fanboys on sunday decided to come out all at once. Waiting on the elevator for the 4th time while bringing stuff down to the car, and this group of 15 year olds with naruto headbands and cat tails decided to come marching in to some really annoying cell phone ring tone while singing some retarded song along with it that didn't even go with the phone at all. Then the nekocat army i believe it was, as redundant and xtreme-otakufagish the name was marched through the food court with the "leader" chanting the army's name while all of his followers simultaneously chimed in with a "meow"
If I had wrote down the number of people that I saw and thusly lost hope in humanity afterwards, I think I would have had about 45-50.
As far as Kirsten and I are going, things are doing well. For all of those people who thought it was just a fling, or a rebound off of jewel, come february it's been a year.
As a general update for myself, I've quit wow. I don't regret it in the least, to be honest. It took up a lot of my time, and I was forced to schedule things around it, and it just built up to be too much for me to handle, especially considering I still didn't get my 2.5 GPA. So, another easy set of classes this semester, focusing on them wont be a problem since I wont be raiding almost every night of the week and feeling like I have to be on anyway on off-days. I've played WoW once during break, even though it was a very fun time playing, I just never went back. I was surprised at the lack of withdraw that I had. I think seeing my GPA *still* be 2.337 or whatever it was kicked it right out of my system.
That's that, kudos to whoever read all of it, even though it wasn't terribly much. Keep in touch next semester and semesters/months to come, I dont want to lose any of you guys, no matter what happens <3
Peace
Kyle
Jan. 11th, 2007 @ 04:21 pm
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MISC CABLES IS NOT APPEASED WITH FULL THROTTLE
Sep. 8th, 2006 @ 06:39 pm
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Another new guy at work. This one a lot cooler than Rasheed the black football player from Nashville who knows nothing about computers. This guy plays a lot of games he says, listens to metal, and is a stoner. Things are looking a little bit up, maybe I'll have some sort of supplier for next semester (lol). So basically it's Rasheed for lugging around UPS's (because he's a football player, call it training XD) me for the knowledge of what to do around work(we're fucked) and mark to do all of the bitch work that I used to do >_>;
It is kinda weird though, showing these guys the ropes of work when it's coming from someone who almost got fired. So far I told them they can slack off and get away with a lot, basically what Ben and Ken told me when i started, haha. But as far as my knowledge of what to do around work is concerned, I dont know how well that's gonna work out. Ken's still coming in on monday's and fridays, but that won't last long. After that, Rich is going to have to do a lot of the work that was originally meant for the students. I'm a quick learner and all but there is still a lot of things that Ken just took care of, that I have no clue how to do. Hell, even today I took mark to the library 3rd floor to show him the closet for one of the tickets we had to do, and I totally forgot where it was for awhile.
Oh well, it's still the same old sit-here-and-do-nothing-until-Rich-tells-you-what-to-do job. As far as the summer goes, I can pretty much handle all of the projects they have lined up for us, with my current knowledge. The only problem is the two new guys have no clue where the closets are so all the closets i have to clean are going to be solely up to me(5 and a half pages single spaced T_T).
Jun. 5th, 2006 @ 12:36 pm
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dont go see an american haunting
piss poor pg-13 horror movie. *quiet............quiet..........quiet.......LOUDNOISELEADINGTOASCENETHAT'SNOTEVENSCARY*
basically all it was the whole movie.
I guess you can say that it's a pg-13 horror movie...nuff said.
As for me, *insert traditional 'i haven't updated in forever' comment*
nothing much else really, taking summer classes with jordan...and working every day at 9am, in all seriousness, fuck that.
I should have just kept my classes last semester and actually studied. Fuck you guys for re-rolling to a new server, for whatever reason I felt more responsible to catch up in levels than do schoolwork. I guess that'll always be my downfall...video games :P
Speaking of video games I got beatmania US version. Song list is kinda sweet, though the songs are split up between 5-button and 7-button. 5-button ftl, even though it has 321 stars and jam jam reggae. I'm up between 4 and 5 star songs on normal, which is considerably better than when I started. Not to mention, I'm better than barry now ^_^
There's this huge fucking black dude that works at network services now. And Ken, the only one I could ever get along with and have a conversation with(everyone else is just old, full time employees) got an ACTUAL job. He still comes in on mondays and fridays though. That just leaves me with this black dude to hang out with, and he's into football and shit, major is psychology, and I dont even think he's that computer savvy. I tried talking to him today when we were inventorying (..?) battery packs, and it was nigh impossible. He can't understand what the fuck I say because I talk too fast and dorky or whatever. And I can't understand half the shit he says cuz it's black-tastic. I'm not ACTUALLY racist or anything but shit, the way he fucking talks is ridiculous.
*cough* writing that on the work computer = pro
anyway, Hopefully I'll have plenty of free time this summer regardless of work/job. I wanted to hit level 70 in maple story, but I know now that isn't going to happen, at least not until my first summer class is over, I'm busy 40 hours a week, and I have a raid schedule for anywhere between 6-8 to 1 am on 4 of those other days; let alone having to be on during the other days as well. That's what it would take to get to 70 in that retardedly slow game, is if I had all that as free time.
May. 16th, 2006 @ 12:57 pm
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Just so you guys know, yeah...i'm dating kirsten now. For those who think it's hypocritical of me to do so, just know that I talked to stevebob before anything went down and before anything happened between us. I would talk to Joe about it, but I really have no way to talk to him, so *shrug* Think what you want about me, just know i tried to make it as respectable as I could.
As of now, I hold no grudges anymore. Don't fear my presence, don't be afraid to say something to me. I have my views of people, and they're pretty steadfast, but I'm not going to use those to judge anyone. Erik, in all seriousness, go you. I'm glad we can still make stupid comments when we see each other and laugh about them, which to me is respectful.
Feb. 17th, 2006 @ 02:22 pm
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So i've decided to go on a little spiel about the leader of our country, about the state of the union address. Personally, I'm not that big of a political person, but after listening to our president's message, I just couldn't believe what kind of hypocrite he is.
One of the bigger things that caught my attention was a combo of two points that he made. The first was trying to implement tax cuts as being permanent. Sure, I wouldn't mind less taxes forever, and I'm sure I haven't felt the full pain of taxes as of yet, but I'm pretty sure that's not realistic. With his low taxes/less govt spending plan he wanted to get rid of the nation's debt within 10 years or some odd number. The second part of his speech, however, went on and on about this so called "American Competitive Initiative" which included MORE GOVERNMENT SPENDING to schools *all* around the nation increasing focuses on math and sciences. This was to make our nation's youth more capable individuals in the future, and eventually make America just as competitive as other countries that are currently ahead of us in that aspect. Personally, I think that is completely wasteful spending. If a student *wants* to become better equipped with math and science knowledge, he or she will seek that out. Requiring schools to teach stricter math and what-not isn't going to do anything, it's only going to fail more students who just dont try in middle/high school. The majority of young students have no idea what they even want to do with their lives, and they don't pursue the maximum potential of high school. Why spend billions of dollars making "the best years of your lives" more of a pain in the ass?
That in conjunction with "permanent tax cuts" and "depletion of govt debt" just do not coincide. Where will the money come from for bettering our current educational structure? I would assume from all of us via increased taxes. Go go mr president.
So that was my basic disagreement with his speech. However, he did touch on one other subject regarding abortion, embryos, and clones. He included *animal-human hybrids* ...Oh no! all my centaur and mermaid friends are gonna be so pissed!
Feb. 4th, 2006 @ 03:21 pm
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I guess when you roll over in your sleep, you're an unbelievable asshole for it. Worthy of losing friends even.
Jan. 27th, 2006 @ 02:56 pm
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lawl
Jan. 24th, 2006 @ 08:39 pm
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I can tolerate talking shit about me, but trying to take friends away? you're pro.
Jan. 21st, 2006 @ 05:07 am
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some say myspace is gay, some say it rocks...I just say, more power to it if I can put finntroll in my profile.
check out my profile if ya want to.
http://www.myspace.com/chiyosteve
Jan. 15th, 2006 @ 10:15 am
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happy new year everyone! Hopefully this year won't suck as bad ^_^
Jan. 1st, 2006 @ 02:44 am
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The sanding/painting on the sword is done...will be painting the designs tomorrow. Though I won't post pictures before the con. You all will have to wait for the con to see it's complete sexiness ^_^
My excitement for the con grows as the sword nears completion. I'm also excited to be a pimp olimar as well XD what days are we cosplaying that? I dont know anything past the day you made a body mold of me o_o;
Dec. 31st, 2005 @ 12:19 am
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http://img374.imageshack.us/img374/1640/dscf30920mz.jpg
I would have posted a thumbnail but it just ruins it.
Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 02:16 am
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